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Leaving.

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After a long internal period of debating back and forth due to my inactivity [and other various obstacles in my life], I made up my decision to leave.

It's a bit selfish to do, really. But all I can say is thank you guys for being there. I had a lot of fun joining role plays, seeing really amazing art, and meeting new friends there. I'm not really the best at describing my feelings and sometimes, I can be absurd at times, but I am grateful from the bottom of my heart. There were a lot of memories prior starting this account, and it pains for me to say goodbye to all of you guys. Maybe after all the chaos in my real life, I'll come back here just one more time.


 p.s. april fools. I'm actually moving to a different account, Magezian. This account will still be around. But really, thank you o/
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I'm back.

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For the time being :iconuhuhuhuplz:

imsorryimreallybadwiththesethings
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Looking back at my past journals that I wrote (from 2008) as well as the some deviations, I felt like I just needed a new start. I felt like I haven't been giving my full effort in those drawings and only submit half-assed deviations instead. But I still couldn't delete those (it gives me nostalgia) and just decided to put almost all of them into the scrapbook. Most of the new junk will most-likely be in scraps, but there will be a few I feel will be submit-worthy.

By looking at my previous journals (which dates back to the first time I created the account in 2008), it was... unique to what I wrote previous in my four and a half years writing the journals. Most of them were my ups and downs, as well as something people would write in their twitter/facebook. Still, despite these small memories, I deleted them mostly out of embarrassment of what I stupidly wrote as well as some questionable things. Most of them were a bit depressing and whiny to read; it made me felt, was I really that kind of person back then?

:iconareyouawizardplz:

What amazes me is that I become a bit more social weird and maybe less awkward than my previous high school life. Somehow, I incorporate jokes, or teasing as well as showing a bit more of my personality. The bad side to this was the fact that I posted more deviations and journals back in 2008-2010. Now, I don't post as often I did in the past. Studying, and working could be the cause of my time, or maybe drawing a piece became more time consuming. It's probably because I'm just a lazy bum in general.
:iconlazeplz:

Sometimes, I like to think that I changed a little bit from the past me who created this account. And I am still continuing to grow and learn from my mistakes. QvQ Thank you my friends and watchers for putting up some of the random crap/mistakes I have done in the past as well as supporting me when I feel the urge to break down in tears. We have been through the good and the bad times in our life. I will continue to march on forward, confronting any problems, instead of running away. And continue to not give up, even within a dire situation.

:iconpapcryplz:

OC FEATURE



Rules

*sorry for being late >u> ;;
1. I'll make a feature choosing my favorite OC of yours (only 15 people) when you comment on the journal (unless you don't want to QvQ).
2. If you comment, please do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on in the first slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone! For fun!
  1. //Karrendaen// I would have to say Karen and Nua. Karen is really a sweetheart, and I really love to rp with her. Sure she can be a tease and sometimes a bit uncanny, but Karen is really a lovable character. Maybe you guys don't exactly feel the same but she really is caring and motherly at times. She's definitely a fun character to rp with! :iconloveloveplz: For Nua, I love her design! not because my favorite color is purple; Her outfit is so cool! I really like how her suit is stacked in an arranged fashion. 
  2. //rlasweets// GIRL YOU HAVE TO MANY CHARACTERS TO CHOOSE FROM :icony-u-notearplz: Um let's see... ;; crap I love them all Uh... I'm going with Drew! a@ ;; Aside from his seriously adorkable personality, I also fell in love with his clothing. And his heartbreaking history and-and WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME CHOOSE ONE?! :iconuhuhuhuplz: Overall, he is such a cute character! I wish I can rp with that character. :iconlazypoolplz:
  3. //Angel-Uriel// Susie, the cutie! :iconcblushplz: I just want to hug the heck out of her! QvQ I've seen her develop and mature over the months/years and becoming a fine woman! I know she's still a child, but shhhhh It's almost as if she's a real person! In addition, I also want to give Jane the spotlight here. QvQ Even though our Ocs didn't interact the most, it's kind of weird to feel her pain. I feel weird for having feels from a fiction character But still! :iconpapcryplz:
  4. //Ratbagwave// :iconitsbeautifulplz: All of your OCs are damn amazing and freaking bad-ass, but if I really have to choose one, it would have to be Kapila! First of all, she's a freaking bad-ass who will kick anyone's rear end. And second, she's hilarious. There are moments when she has to be serious, and really matured into a sexy lady :iconlazesexyplz: In seriousness, she's loyal to the agency and instead of being the kind who will won't over sugar coat things to make you feel better. Nope, she'll get to the point. Wolfgang is a close second. Behind the mask is a very handsome man. :iconexcitedblushplz: But honestly, I love his lax demeanor, and when paired up with 166, these guys are hilarious. u u <333

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